HOTTEST~~Lost~~

DEAR: PARK JAEBUM...

We lost~~
We cried~~
We can’t sleep~~
We can’t eat~~
We can’t concentrate on doing our job~~

I tried not to think too much about you..
I tried to watched dramas and other shows...
Hoping that they’ll erase my bad feeling at that time..
But after watched them..
I realized that this moment is real!!
I can’t even forget you no matter how hard I tried..

I almost get into an accident this morning...
Because my mind wasn’t there..
I just keep on driving on the clear, straight road...
And didn’t paid attention to the other busy roads..

I can’t even sleep..
but of course eventually I slept..
But I kept dreaming of you...and 2PM..
Until I woke up for sahur at 5AM..
After that, I can sleep for only 30 minutes ... (peacefully because I’m full already..)
And then I have to get ready to go to work again...

While working, listening at Kpop Songs..
I keep repeating 2PM and 2AM’s songs..
It hurts me when he sang...
His lovely voice..
His great body..
His awesome performance..
All of it keep playing on my minds..

I don’t know what will happen to me next..
Will my days be the same without him..
Even though I’m not his diehard fans..
But I’m his group diehard fans!!!
It is not same without all of them..
Even though it’s not Jaebum..
And
Even though it’s Taecyeon..
Or
Even though it’s Wooyoung..
Or
Even though it’s Nickhun..
Or
Even though it’s Junsu..
Or
Even though it’s Junho...
Or
Even though it’s Chansung..
I’ll be doing this..
Crying all over again..
Because they are ONE!!!
SEVEN BECOMES ONE!!!
THEY ARE 2PM!!!
And WILL ALWAYS BE 2PM!!
And I know 2PM also have a hard time now..
But there’s nothing that we can do..
Just pray and hope...
That everything will be settled down..PEACEFULLY...

Park Jaebum..
We hope that you’ll have very nice day with your family..
We know that they’ll support you
and give you the energy that you need the most..
And remember that we too..
Will always there for you..
We’re sending our love and support from afar..
Don’t you forget us..because we’re not..
Please come back safely and stronger..
LOVE U ALWAYS PARK JAEBUM...

From~Vie@huntress (crying when i heard that you cried & said sorry to ur mother!!!)